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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
tudae we wentt tu buy my skul books, but firstt we wentt tu my lil' bro skul, y mom had tu sign sum documents n fill-up sum stuff.
itt took such a long time. i noticed dat the studenst dere is much more taller den me?! im gonna be sec 3 nxtt yr n the primary skul studentts are gigantic. n so we walked on the way tu our skul...
i reached dere nortt many pple are arnd, i saw zuhrah she is also buying her books she's wit her father.
while wating i saw the 2 pple i dunch like, att firstt it's nortt dat i dun like dem, why du dey damn me, i didn't du anitink rong?! i dun understand dem, well watevr! the books is so damn thick man! had a realie tough time carrying it! de we went fer lunch att macdonals we were starving, didn't eat breakfast. later at nite we went u jP, as usual. we went tu haf dinner i didn't ate too full. i went tu buy 2 tops fer muhself. after dat we went tu harvey norman. dere's a bed i realie like.
im searching fer a bed, cos i dun ha fone how pathetic is dat?
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part 2..
after we ate we didn't du anitink much. justt walk arnd jln2. quite borink thou. later in the nite my mom n my otha siblings went tu the nite market near our hse. i didn't follow dem. nort interested.
dey bought satay, the food is delicious! yummy! n i tiink dats all.
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c'mon make my day!!
Sunday, November 27, 2005
woots! just now was lortts of fun! fun! fun! just now my cousin treat us att SWENSENS before he went back tu camp att pulau tekong where hewas serving NS. aaltugether there was nine of us, me my mom, my granma, all my bros, my aunty wit her adorable son, he is so cute and of course my cousin n also my peeps.
kinda haf tu wait ferr along time bforr we can gett a seat. later the waitress gave us lorts of those menu thingy, we took a really long time before we can decide on what we want tu eat, iif im nortt rong itts 2 times. i ordered tis breaded ciken thingy. woh! itts yummy, u noe wat itt wasnt me hu finished itt up itt was my lil' bro. gawd he's has a big tummy ferr a small sized kid.
i ordered tis frizzy orange drink,ooh! i love itt tu droplets man. we ate lorts of ice-cream dats wat we came here for. itt was yummylicious! the fries, tthe drinks, the ice-creams.. oh its heavenly. im realy lz tu type i'll continue tmr.
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iim down
Monday, November 21, 2005
iive been sad latelii. dunno why. i fell so sad. no mood tu du anitiink. ughh. iim so frustratted!! i hatte muh liife. itt sucks
liike shitt! ii dunno why iim actiing diis way. itts tu frustratiing!
i justt carntt du itt. i thott itts gonna be ez. but i was so GAWD DAMN RONG! arghh! sumbodii help me! iim breakiing down.
i thott itts gonna be fiine. but itts nortt. i carntt takke itt animore.
i justt carntt lett itt go. itt wun budge. itts so darn stubborn!. liike me hahsk. i niid a shoulder tu cry on. well now u all noe. itts difficultt tu be me. i carntt stop tinkiing of hiim. i wanna change muh brain. well i noe i carntt. duh. iim goiin craziie. well, i niid sumone tu tok tu. but evribodi iis justt too damn bz tu even notice me!! no one bothers. i niid attention. dun tiink datt iim an attention seeker n all. itts justt niid sum attention now. att diis tiime of liife.
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suckfass!!
gawd!! tudae is a total suckfass!! the firstt thing iis muh mom wun lett me go tu bugis witt muh frens. cum on gett overr itt alreadii iim a big gurl now. she iis so damn overr-protective. itts nortt liike iim att anoderr country. dun even gett me started tu wat happens nxtt. den we deciided tu go tu jurong pointt as usual.
iim getting borred of datt place.
actualii i planned tu watch a moviie. "exorcism of emily rose". i intend tu asked muh kuzzens tu cum watch a moviie, well i kiinda did, then dey planned tu watch itt tmr. bleahx. i hatte wen diis happens. wentt tu eat. while waitiing ferr the food. my 2 lil' bros. dey are so irritating. make me look embarrassed. deyy are so gonna gett itt.
itts paybackk tiime. hahax. the deviil iin me iis unleashed. dey will regrett diiar doiins. deywere munkying arnd. evriione was looking att me! i dunno where tu hide muh face! afterr eatiing we wentt tu haf desertt att delifrance, yummy cake. muh bros wentt tu the star factory. me n muh mom wentt shopping. i bought a pmk top n a top frm bum equitmentt. shopping muh favourite past time.
there was diis marshmallow diiped witt choclatte. itt iis so mouth watering. well watevrr. carntt fill up muh tummy. tu full. hahsk. afterr datt we wentt home. well iif u tiink tu little has happened. of course sumtiink has happened iin between. duh!!. well end of story. take care u guys.
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latelii..
things haf changed. well i dunch haf the will power tu change itt. itts outrageous how a guy can change ur liife tu a better one. well iim still trynna gett overr hiim. [ i hope nortt ] well iim forced tu fergett. adviice frm sum pple. dey forced me ok. dey make me say i can giif up boiis. lame huh. well watevr. yesterrdae dere was an open hse att kak lieja's hse. didn't cum. cos i didn't gett the msg.
i thot dere iis teens aliive. yesterrdae. luckily, i nvr cum. cos i dunch intend tu. hahsx. wen i turned on muh fone yesterrdae. den i knew abt the open hse. actualii i noe alreadii. but dunno boutt the teens aliive being canceled thou. i wentt tu muh granma's hse yesterrdae. we were always the onlii family dere. the restt dunch even bother tu cum. pathetic.
better kiip muh mouth shutt before i gett sarcastic. hahsk. hey i may look innocentt, but hu says innocentt pple carnt b sarcastic. latelii. iive been sleeping quitte late. dunch noe why lorhx. stayiin up latte sucks man. wenn u stay up u tend tu tiink abt pple hu u dunch wan tu tiink abt. n the disappointment is u tiink abt sumone. u dunch noe iif datt sumone iis tiinking of u.
itt sucks man. dats saddens me the mostt. sumone once told me. iif u carnt gett sumone outt of ur miind mayb dey are meant tu be dere. cutte huh. dun tell aniione ok. actualii i onli actt liike iim overr hiim. but the truth iis deep iinsiide. iim nortt. ive made a huge sin. by lyiin u lots of pple. sorwie yahx. promise i wun lie tu u animore.
iim wondering wat he iis doiin now? hmph... dunch bother tiinking. well i hope he iis safe. man skul hols makea me damn bored man. carnt stand anoder dae man. i wan tu be wit muh bestiie. nvr tok ferr quite a long time. miss the jokes dey make. i made a new pair of specs, att jurong pointt's koolook store. ferr justt 88 bucks. cheap huh. i mean ferr me.
nortt datt iim riich n all. all muh recentt specs iis always above hundred well, now itts onlii 88 bucks. imagine watt u can du witt the $$$. the lens iis totalii free of charge. onlii the frame. woohoo. one secrett tu share. i haventt startt on muh homewerkk yett. hahsk. damn lz tu du. wan tu enjoy firstt. i tiink dis iis a wrap. bye tu all muh drls outt dere. n also nortt forgetting muh peeps. tc. aight.
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fun tiime!
Saturday, November 19, 2005
ii had a funn tiime jux now. wee... herre itt goes. orr shud ii say yesterrdae. well... jux now muh aunty host an open hse att herr hse. duh! ii tiink we reached derre a tt abtt 4pm. quitte late thou. wenn we reached. muh granma n granpa muh OTHER aunty witt herr 3 children, erfana, yatim n naim. dey are so adorable!
soon afterr we reached, anoderr aunty of miine came witt muh 2 gurlfren. which is muh kuzzie. we decided tu watch a moviie. we watched TAXI. verri funnie show. den hakim kuzzen reached. iif im nortt rong itts hakikat wiif shafik. tiink so. afterr we ate, me ita n nana, muh 2 lil' bros wiif erfana. oh yahx n afiq too.
we played att de playgrnd on de voiiddeckk. ii didn't play. iim matured alreadi. ahuh. yeah rite! den muh kuzzen huda came down n asked us tu cum up. oops! ii tiink muh aunt found outt. heex. soon aftter we wentt up. de pple hu teach us religious stuff came witt diiar famili. 2 bois 3 gurls. de youngestt one is so damn cutte!
morre ple came frm muh uncle's famili.
afterr dawn. muh kuzzen ita, nana n diiar mom. tugether wiit muh aunty witt herr 3 children.
ii wentt insiide huda's rm. we played "STRESS" ii tiink. wen ii wentt outt. ii was shocked. frens off huda's big bro came. gawd! i know dem. mostt of dem arre diis yrs graduattes. those hu were dere are. mosttli frm 4f n 4e. lastt yrs graduattes too. one of dem iis haniisah's sister.muh klasmate.
ii wentt iinsiide the rm. until dey wentt off. afterr datt. we watched a chinese show, potrait of home ii tiink. den we wentt bakk iinsiide tu huda's rm. we played a game kalled "MURDERER" quitte fun.lol. those hu were iin de rm were. all muh bros. huda, hakim, haikal, shafik n hakikat. we all played de game. accept fer muh 2 little bros.
wenn ii was abtt tu go hm. ii played de drums ferr a whiile witt de othas. n den we wentt hm. verii funn. ii hope diis gathering kudd happen morre often. k lahx enuf of typing. muh postt iis so damn long. ok byes guys. take kare peeps!
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woohoo!
Saturday, November 12, 2005
it felt realiie greatt yesterrdae. after i went outt wiif muh frens. ii totalli gortt hiim outt of muh miind. here's how the storiie goes. att firstt. we mett up att the interrchange. we waitted ferr quitte a long tiime. ferr sum pple. den we wentt tu muh kuzzie hse. den tu martiin's hse. b4 we went tu martiin's hse we took pic att muh kuzzies hse.
att martiin's hse. muh kuzzen yg muke tk malu tu main mkn jekk orng blm jemputt dah sok mulutt. we were dere ferr quite a long tiime den we move onn. after datt we wentt t muh hse. muh mom told me nortt tu cum budd dey iinsisted so ii had no choiice. afterr datt muh mom gaf dem duitt raye. we went off. den we went tu abg farhan's hse att sembawang. wenn we reach derre dere was lotts of pple. we were so embarrassed.
we ate fiirstt. de guys actt as iif dey arre still eatiing so dat dey wun haf tu pray. dat iis so lame man! after de guys pray. we satyed ferr quite a long tiime. dis guy played a prank on me thru sms using abg farhan's hp. i knew itt wen dey send the first sms. after we left. we went our seperate ways. me n hakim. went jln raye wif his famili.while waiting martin sent a message. same thing. no big! bla bla bla. dis is de interesting part of the whole trip. after we went tu a particular place. we went in the lift muh kuzzen jump hard. n gess wat it jammed all thnks tu him. well he is scared. all point fingers att him. haha serve u riite. we went ru anoder hse n dat was it n we went home. it was midniite. i slept att muh kuzzie place. ii counted how much we gott. most od the pple gaf $4 man. i loike!!! dats all peepos.
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Thursday, November 03, 2005
ii wan tu tell thiings keptt iinsiide muh hartt. budd ii dunch noe wenn iis tth riite tiime. ii wann tu tell itt tu hiim. ii wann tu makke thiings clear wiif hiim. iif nortt ill be confused evrii siinglr miinutte of muh liife. ii realiie wann dese qns tu be answered by hiim. ii wann tu see hiis face wenn answerring muh qns. iif iim gonna haf tu pass tth message itts all gonna change. itt wun be tth same aniimorre.
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iif onlii
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
iif onlii ii had sumonne by muh siide. beiing derre wennevrr ii needed a hug. wennevrr ii needed a shoulderr tu crry onn. iif onlii ii noe sumonne outt derre lurfhs muee dearlii as much as ii lurfh dem. iif onlii sumonne gortt muh backk. iif onlii fightts. quarrles. argumentts. dunch exiistt iin liife. iif onlii hatred dus nortt existt. iif onlii liife was much morre sweeterr. iif onlii liife was much morre meaniingful. LIIFE WILL BE BEAUTIIFUL!!
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