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Aisyah Aini<3
The people that really know you is when they look into your eyes and know what you're feeling - an unspoken understanding - especially if you're someone who doesn't like talking:D

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Wednesday, February 21, 2007
this skin is sooo un-me & why did i still take this? i don't know yes. & im updating my blog, just so i can make a statement. seriously, i just hate fakefriends, they pretend to be nice to you, then they stab you in the back. i loathe them ! &&&&& esp those friends that get close to me just so they can get dirt from me. that is soooo low man! i seriously need to open my eyes like superuber big, to see the fake & the reak thing! im am just so stupid these days. i also hate those people who say they'll keep a secret, but they actually told their group of friends. can't you just shut your gap ! don't you have anything betta to do other being judgemental, seriously. it's like our life, so why don't you get your veryvery nosey nose outta people's lives! these people are like flies that won't go away ! only those of my REAL friendsknow what/who im talking about.
now im off, heroes here i come:D


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Sunday, February 18, 2007
yea, the truth does hurt that's the reason why people lie. really, there is no denying that statement. all this while i knew, but i keep denying that im a subtitute, you know what, it hurts. and when i knew that she's being biased, i was crushed. if you think that all this stupid lies you make, is to sheild me from getting hurt, well, newsflash, i've been there. so why don't you just cut the act will ya. because im not a little kid anymore, i know everything, so there's really no need for you to hide or lie or any of that bullshit. sometimes i do wonder, do you people ever think about others, other than yourselves? really. i am just so sick off all of this shit. & you know what's worse, it's those people, whom you think, cared about you, did this to you. your own flesh and blood.
there's too much for me to take, there's so much disappointments, anger. i kept inside me for a long time. well, i won't go on living this stupid lie for the rest of my life. there's certain things i just can't forget and definitely i can't forgive.


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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
today is boring luh. & during dnt i cried not because my idea got rejected, only because i just felt like letting go. not someone special or some previous dickheads but im thankful because a certain someone's is like really irritating but made me smile:) but tomorrow will definitely be low-key for me because i found out about somethng, that really made me cry. and i don't know what's wrong with mom today she's like mad at me, she talks to me like she's angry at me luhh. she just scolds me for no reason. like what the fuck.


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Monday, February 12, 2007
after the test i thought of waiting for the rain to stop but somehow it's getting heavier and then it's like ok then it pours again. & earlier that day i was unhappy with somone. so after all the waiting i decided to just go home walking under the rain, and when i finally reached home, it actually stopped raining. no seriously, i went in my room to change and looked out the window and there's like nothing falling. and on the way back home i nearly had an accident, on that thought why didn't the damn car hit, i soooooo want to break a bone in my bodyyyyy!


do mind me, i am like so fucking retarded, after my unintended shower i got a headache and i slept until 9. that's whymy post sounds sooooo soooooooo retarded. well maybe, most probably im getting retarded. nvm.goodbye now:)


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Thursday, February 08, 2007
it's a long time since i logged in.typical. i've been having really really strange dreams lately for the past two days. i fought with my mom cous i don't want to fold the blanket that a particular person used when he slept over at my house(i have my reasons). blahblahblah, then my dad came in asks what's the commotion about, then i told him and then they started quarelling then blahblahblah my mom took her coat and my baby brother(in this dream i actually had another baby brother probably a year old) and went out of my room, my dad followed him i was still on my room. i went out i saw my mom asking dad to pass my baby brother's coat. but he refused.blahblahblah she gave up and left, i closed the door for a second, then i decided to see her leave, so i opened it, then i saw my baby brother outside the gate so i let him in, so my mom forgot that she forgot about my baby brother she went back and saw him inside then left. and you know what in that dream it was snowing heavily, like a blizzard. cool. I SWEAR i have nothing to blog about so i end up doing this junk.


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