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Thursday, February 23, 2006
life aint going pretty for me , ever since the starting of the year not a single test i have passed . woohoo ! well done me ! im slacking in all my subs , i dont feel the interest tt i used to have in my studies , yeah . i felt tt i made the wrong decision abt the electives , last year , i just took my dnt test just now and to be frank i dint study for it , i wanted so much to revise the stuff i learned in sch earlier but i dont want to . to be frank again i love studying its fun ! oops did i just typed tt ? im in denial right now ... i want to drop out of sch and not study , i dont need to go to sch and i wont be able to see certain ppl tt i hate or .. and dont even need to get stressed in my sch werk . blueks~ i hate my life , i wantd to go to thailand for a , erm .. to get to get out of s'pore . ehess . ive picked some gewd habits , im a proud bookwerm , lols .i love to read books and oh there's a compo test just now , and im wondering when i reviewed it i dont think it was me who wrote it , my friends was telling me to stop writing , ahass . bnut i like the flow of the story . heese . im crying out loud deep inside ! praying hard and hopefully He hears it and he help me .
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Thursday, February 16, 2006
i hate you ! i love me ! i dont like him , he's not tt cute thou . tt's not all in my mind but i'll just forget abt it .
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
okey its official , I DON'T LIKE HIM ANYMORE ! muahahha . I dont have any feelings abt him anymore . nyahass . no now im really serious , i really dont like him anymore . he me ? nuthin ! sittin at the bus reading muh book , p.s im a bookwerm . saw my old fwen he look so diff , he dint recognise me cos i know i look diff frm last time , he looks more matured , oh so he's in ncc izzit ? sitting at the bus sumone passed by and tapped on my head , whu else ? tt melting machine , nyahass ! ok bye !
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
he dint came to skul tudae I was really hoping to see him cos of the road run . but it turned out wrong , im an idiot ! u hate him right ! you do so stop toking abt him , I wonder if he is alrite ... stop tokin abt him ! I want roses frm him althou I hate them . nyahaass . just now a couple sitting tugether each have a rose aww ... so romantic .
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Monday, February 13, 2006
tmr is Valentine's day , and boohoo I dont have a Valentine . well, someone asked me to be his Valentine , but I rejected him . nyahaass . but wtv lahs i wantdd him to be my Valentine but he never asked . I have to stop to be overly obsessed with him mans , come on lah whu is he and whu am i ? big diff. you know . I took a glance at the Tapestri book , did I spell it correctly ? wtv . I took a glance at tt certain page , I took a look at the white version & the black version , actually white version looks better when he was in sec one , he looks more handsome rather than now , but then fer the black version , he dont look handsome nor cute during sec one , but now he so is mans . yadayadayada . p.s Im crapping ! tmr is Valentine's day , ughh ! evribodi else got a Valentine and I dont no fair ! oh yahs , f.y.i im turning into a bookworm . suddenly I feel so engrossed with books tt im even reading it in the bus , I dont usually do tt you know , oh okay wtv ! Im Valentineless , boohoo ! actually im not tt upset im not even upset , im just crapping blogging fer fun , to fill up my time , oh i am so gonna fail tt math common test . oops there's a geog test tmr ! I forgot , see test during Valentine's Dat spoil the mood . im going to continue reading this story called Annie's Baby it's nice to read f.y.i .
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Sunday, February 12, 2006
i fought with my brother just now , asshole ! bastard ! ughh , evrthing is falling upon right now, i made alot of sins , i shouted at my mom fer nuthng , and she gave an awkward silence , i feel terrible , treating her like tt . im slacking on my skewl werk , math common test tmr , i dont give a damn abt it ! i dont know whats wrong with me ?
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he broke my heart , im really really frustrated right now , he's such an ass man ! i went steady with him to get my mind off him and now he broke my heart , i thot i'll be alrite with him , but it turned out diffrntly . ughh , ass ! i hate you ! and now when im frust thinkin abt him i listen to songs frm my playlist , and heard songs tt he had dedicated to me before, like more than words , baby i'm back . and he even wrote songs fer me , those days really made me happy i was smiling all along . but now evrything change . i'm getting emo here . hell lah !
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Friday, February 10, 2006
had traffic control just now . 3 hrs standing mans . a guy said goodbye at me and another guy said hi to me and later at the bus a guy was looking at me all the while , and when he was abt to drop-off he smiled at me i dint get the chance to smile back cos there's a woman blocking the view . he's quite cute thou , i went home alone just now , boohoo ! tt's the end of everything . nope but befor tt, something happend tt made me hate him, i was goin back home , azira was infrnt, i was quite left bhind , i saw him walking tuwerds me and he just look down , i wanted to seize the oppurtunity to say hi to him , so you tell me how ? ishh . then i askd azira 'did he saw me ?' then she said yes . i went back inside to the cafeteria i wantd to go home wif them, but they are going home late . so i went back home myself . i think i dont hate him , i'll just assume he's shy . or wteve' .
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Thursday, February 09, 2006
went to dry shoot earlier on . not fun but boring . i wanted send a msg to someone to clear things thru so tt i can haf a peace of mind . im not so sure , shud i ? someone touched my cheek wsn't expecting it . he's too cute&adorable, tt doesn't mean i haf a crush on him kays ! dint see him fer the whole of today , i cant rmbr the climax of today . my head is swollen rite now , and i dont know why ? at least i could be happy bout sumthin , i lost 2 kg is not a big of deal, i still look fat, no i am fat ! tt bitch really too much okays ! i dont know what the fucking hell is her problem, making stupid lies tt aint true to begin with abt me . bitch ! frm a klose friendship to hatred , i aint th eone ahu strtd it kays ! tt bitch it's her loss it aint mine . she ditched me so fine ! dont come crawling back to me whne you have problems aites !
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Wednesday, February 08, 2006
uhh. tuday had a grt time, with him after went home, we met up . nono steady okays . just my best of fren . aniways, just nowhad a grt time during np activity, mr amin conduct the pt, ahahass . no offense . kinda fun ! i loike ! we played captain's ball, at last J.T came to np . the game was really fun ! i was like so ' semangat ' wantd to do mly homewerk, cos i thot there's M.T tmr . ahh ! pissh ! i realised tt i cant, it still rewinding in my mind lately . ahass . bleahs` actually i dont like him still like him ahass .
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Oh shit hell ! I thot so ... ughh so frustd, just now went to dry shoot ! diagonal told us over&over again to keep quiet but he himself is makin noise ! wth ! discussed dicussed wat to bring fer tmr, we decided not to bring our np uni, wtf arh, they dint have the responsibility to put the notice on th e board and the lst minute tell us, go home no time to get ready the stuff, now some say dont have fer the non-campcraft team ishh 'leceh sark ' so damn the troublesome sia ! now wat im goin to do ? pissh made my decision not bringin anithing tmr . nyahass . niways shikin i knnow when ur burfdae is 9 feb rite ? out dated sark aku , sorwie ekhs , nyahass . niwaes ur burfdae falls on thursday rite ? wink *
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Monday, February 06, 2006
i have to seriously stop liking him(DUH) ! ' shok sendiri ' nyahaaasss . I taught a friend the meaning of th e werd ditch ! uhh soo ? does it makes any difference . people cannot be trusted, pisshh, arrogant bitches ! someone asked me to be he's Valentine but uhh I said I'll think abt it ferst . nxt wk is Valentine why the rush ? pissh ! nono one frm my skewl, aites ! Don't bother alredy lahs, I give up on bois, nyahaass . ' mcm betol jek ' btw him and him . I've made my decision, I wont choose, just now in class it made me realise something when I was daydreaming in lalaland . i hate the dude sitting beside me on the right . ughh ! just now i met up with ryan, i was so glad he came back, my friend . nono one u guys know . okays . i told him evrything tt has happened to me . well at least he helped me out a lil bit .
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Friday, February 03, 2006
the gay boys arnd me, bullied me, but i ahve to be strng . ughh i hate thse gay boys ! I promised them sweets haven't gave them yet . Just now, I dint go fer np, what thehell do I care ? I'm sick&tired of tt ASSHOLE leonard, I just don't wanna get scolded again, well obviously we are definitely gonna get punished nxt week, the reason I dint came is bcos, most of the sqd are goin to Chingay, so the campcraft team wudn't be joining us, and there is left six pathetic souls doin drills, you imagine tt ? and then when the BANG is not loud enuff we'll get scolded and made to run one round arnd the quadrangle, of cos the BANG will not be loud enuff, it's just six pathetic souls and all of them are gurls !! well wteve' after skewl we went to BPP ate KFC there, there were lion dance, then went back to lot 1 and then saw ira&alifah in KFC, went up to the lib. searching fer a malay book, fer my cousin, can't find thse tt he's interested in there are lots of love stories i know you're not interested in tt kinda book, I can't find the book you wanted larh, so sori . aniwaes ... ira found a book on learning abt sex, there were pictures, really OPEN pictures, they even showed pictures of a guy&girl on the bed, and the guy was in btw her legs . okey i blabed too much . aniwaes, we were giggling really loudly, and the librian told us off, nyahhahss . there was this dude ans his grp of friends we were giggling and he thot we were giggling bcos of him, uhh .. he said shhh, and I said wteve' his friend the guy in the skul uni, was cute, heessh . the dudes went out the lib, ferst, then us . we went dwn the escalator, and he waved gdbye at us, just a friendly gesture, and they were three minahs perasan sark the dude was waving at us not them and they giggled, uhh ..
I hope he says sumthin ...
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Thursday, February 02, 2006
Bi Chong gave me a choclate bar just now, yummylicious ! We shaked hands, wasn't expecting tt . During discussion just now at eng period, Bi chong and me were chewing on bubble gums, I can't blow a bubble ! I 've been trying to blow tt thing, since young, ughhh ! I know ho to blow the bubble technically but I can't make the bubble . It was quite fun, 12 more days to Valentine's Day I hope he asks me to be his Valentine, I still like him very much, I can't let him go, it's tt difficult aite ! It's not as easy as it sounds . But I think he thinks tt I have changed, but wteve' but I want to tell him I did not change a single bit . You guys may think I'm this, wteve' you guys think la . My voacabulary ain't tt gd thou, I'm nort a smart ass ! Fer yer info I am not performing well in my studies, no seroiusly, I only passed one test so far, and tt's mathematics . don't even think tt I'm gd in tt kinda of subject, infact I am really poor in maths, espacially in SS not a thing abt it went into my brain ! I just can't understnda single werd she saying, no it's not her I'm the one whu's not paying much attention in class . stupid stupid stupid me !!!
I hope I get it right this time !
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I think he knows tt I think he's cute, he was acting really weird . Aniwaes ... i still do like him, Im getting him a Valentine's card&probably a gift .
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STRIPED; CENSORED; REVEALED ....
It's nuth' really ! I'll get back to tt later . Just now i fetch my younger bro frm skewl, i heard them sing the national anthem, their voices sound so cute . Niwaes ... let's rewind, my eng teacher grp'ed us there was me, Bi Chong, Kelvin, Freddy, Zhe Lun&Suhailmi . If you noticed I was the only girl . We were supposed to do sumthin else, we did it, oops correction I did it ! Just fer tt one pathetic discussion it took the whole two periods, well wteve' I enjoyed it, we played true or dare, I was the first one to go, freddy asked, me whu i like, then i said i dont like noone . b.t.w im eatin Hershey's choclates now . okey back to the topic, they were not satisfied . wth ! bla bla bla, I think i shud not talk bout tt thing . now, i saw his picture, he look so different ! btw im still am searching fer the right Valentine's card fer him fer yer info i do still really like him very much ! but i have to stop it and I'm taking this upportunity to tell him, how i felt all this while and make things clear btw us and no hard feelings .
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006
It's near 11, and I'm still not asleep, actually I shud be asleep, I need to wait fer my mom to make sure she alter my skirt it's too damn long to begin with, oh gawd ! i have to buy 'Hersheys' fer my fren, I promised her tt and she promised me three cubes . when is she gonna strt altering my skirt ? I have non left . The othes are at the dry cleaners gotta get some stain off ! my np unit t-shirt is only twelve bucks but i asked my mom fer fourteen bucks, nyahaasss ! want draw out more money frm her . wakakaka ! uhh wteve' ! i swear i did not do the eng. assignment, i totally forgot abt it ! I'm in deep shit ! actually i rmbrd but you know the same old reason 'I'm layz' nyahaass ! just now "ASSass" was boring hate the teacher . i scored fer my mths i got 29 // 35 i shud have gotten 30 if not fer tt silly mistake ! ughh !
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Let's make it short and simple . Basically a bad strt to the day, crowded bus cant get in, but there's one tt really pisses me, he is like so 'kiasu' i know we all are rushing to werk and skul . but u dont need to push right ? well in np today, it was quite ok . this one instructor named chee lup, he is such a dork, gay guy, he like to talk crap ! but at least he is better than leonard . he is one dude tt dont know how to smile and how to have fun ! uhh i hate him ! but wteve' wats done is done . i cant get my eyes off him, nyahhaaas . i kinda have a lil' crush on this 2 dudes . wont tell cant tell to anyone . muakakaka ! heessh one of them is adorable&cute and the othe one is adorable&handsome ! but i got something to say, just now during np, shuan was talking to us (me;azura;syahira;syahida;asidah) i noticed tt his eyes are nice, its like sparly . i like the way it looks . i want to have eyes like his . envious ! pissh ! to u all reading my rants, I DO NOT HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM ! just to let y'all know aite . i got my mind of him i think im over him .yea i am but i still want to like him, weird i know . but those guys tt i mentioned above is just what you say when you thinka guy is cute or wateve' it doesnt mean tt ur crazy over them right ? right ? nyahaaass ! i saw him quiet a few times today, there was one time in malay class then i was looking out he window ... i better not tell later those ppl whum i know whu are readin my rants, they might figure it out, my friends can be really smart asses know, no offence to you guys . one of them figured it out already ! nyahaass ! tmr folk-dancing, i loike ! i loike ! *hint the dude sitting bhind me is cute .
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