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Aisyah Aini<3
The people that really know you is when they look into your eyes and know what you're feeling - an unspoken understanding - especially if you're someone who doesn't like talking:D

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Sunday, July 30, 2006
ok i was wrong the damn pills are working only that it gives it out at he wrong timing .
lol:p it was UNBEARABLE people !! the pain is excruciating !!
did i spell it correctly ?
im writting a letter for my absence last week .
it wasnt the typical lazy dont wanna go to school thing .
i was sick i had constipation, my ass really hurts okay !
& i found out that there's common test tmr ! fuck !
i saw someone with someone a guy & a girl the guy had his hand around her waist .
i guess it'll be nice if i keep quiet about it .
she might want that .
but too bad i blabbed about it to someone already & possibly maybe she might tell her bf & it spreads .
& later they say it was me who was bad-mouthing her .
thanks i guess i can trust them .
hey but i saw it with my very own two eyes !


lucky was so cute today , my mom was changing my bed covers & he loved being under it .
& then billy attacked him from outside .
so like he can see through a lil bit from the covers
so lucky was attacking billy from underneath & hit nothing .
& the look on his face was damn hilarious !!!


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Saturday, July 29, 2006
my godddd !!
these laxatives aren't really working well man .
im eating these to clean my tummy of overdue shits that are supposed to come out weeks ago .
im not trying to kill myself or whatever it is
im damn bored lah!!
i need to lose alot of weight help !!
fuck la fuck la fuck la !
i miss my instructors la, ziwan !!!
ok toodles:)


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Friday, July 28, 2006
was too very damn lazy too update about what i did during camp . lalala~
i mean like the best thing were kayaking & high elements! toottoots la:)
the best part of the high elements was climb & jump one the thing .
& then when reach up there the pole was shaking like crazy man !!
& also thanks to the help pf my very shaky legs . lol .
kayaking was fun too i partnered azira .
it was fun the beach was damn dirty & i found a dead fish . eww .
concience : you see it in the market all the time ! uhh !
the beach was also damn stinky !!
oh oh well .
i went back & my face was so damn dark .
oh & i didnt step in school the last two days haha very damn the lazy :p !
ok till here toodles !!


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Thursday, July 27, 2006
camp was alright i guess .
i mean like if my class were like united & cooperative it'll be more fun
but too bad :(
camp made me a little bit hyper only lah .
a little bit only.
kayaking was super duper fun fun fun !! i loike :)
weehee !


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Sunday, July 23, 2006
it's 10.33pm & i've finished packing .
im really really looking forward for tmr's camp.
but i don't want to leave , i really don't wanna leave !!
tmr camp starts
one more week is fify's birthday
in another week after hers is mine
& yvonne's & ethnic celebrtion which happens to fall on the same day
the next day gathering at aunt's hse .
& it all happened so so fast . voomvoomvoom !! whoosh !


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Thursday, July 20, 2006
don't show my feelings to people around me so you can never know when im feeling down or when im not
correction: nono you can know when im not feeling down .
you don't know who i really am
not even the closest of friends .
they don't know for what reason i cried & there's no point of telling them they think they can understand but they really can't they can try but they won't be able to really deeply understand me, to have to understand this you might have to have the same disturbed mind i have:)
if you think you know me then you don't know me .i swear if you really really really know me .
the person is like my BFF&E&E when i tell everything to her .
for now i ONLY have close friends i tell everything to them .
but not really everything .
they don't know what i do every night they don't know what i think .
but it's not my fault that i don't tell those crap .
it's just the trust that is needed here people !!
sorry to say but it's hard to trust some people right now .
show me really true friends that really really really care .
not those who when they read this just then they realise that .
i may twisting my words but the fact is .
if you know what crap im talking about because i know to some of you it is crap & i don't need to know that
cos' what you think doesn't concern me & that i know .
back to the topic, to those who know what crap i was talking about then you do understand me to a certain extent .
& loves i really appreciate it.
i don't say much because when i say too much i'll blab all about everything else.
like now why should i even notice the people who don't even notice me ?
i'll keep it quiet .what i write doesn't mean anything, they are just lines of unmeaningful words .
if you read what i wrote that is as if you cared to read .
& one more thing if you think im whatever whatever i know that !!i just don't need to be reminded about that whatever whatever.
i tend to get easily upset to be reminded about that whatever whatever !
they say im breaking out of my shell or something but whatever !
so thank you if you took the time to read this :)


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Monday, July 17, 2006
i won't bother to ask anymore i am just tired of everything else
i'll back off if that's what you want .
& if that's what makes you feel better .
thank you :)


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Sunday, July 16, 2006
why should i give you respect if you can't give me your trust .
so mom you should know what to do :)


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so why bother to ask ? you know what the answer is .
even if this is once in a lifetime , erm let me guess going to s'pore idol live ?
do you always get that kinda chance ? erm NO !!
& i've been quarelling with my mom lately all the time .
about this carnival . stupidity !
i mean i said i wanted to BORROW 25 bucks & i said that i will pay her back
the convo


"can i like borrow 25 bucks from you?"
"i'll pay you back asap"
"NÖ!"
"what are you gonna pay with?"
"uhh money ! then what leaves ?"
"no!"
so then i gave up .
UGHH PARENTS !!!!!!!!!!!! she sucks !!


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Thursday, July 13, 2006
iam so pissed with my mom & brother !!
who do they take me as ?!
& why is she flipping out her temper on me ?
like wtf !! i so did not do anything wrong !!
my mom she gave us our daily allowance & she has no CHANGE !
& i was so late already .
then had to go to find change .
then that made me late .
& blah blah blah ..
went home and then
it was near six & i know it was my turn to fetch my brother from school
i mean like wth i was so tired had a tough day at school
& i have to still fetch him
oh back to my brother earlier today
i asked for my other half of the money
& he SPENT my money !!!
i cried .
oh wait i so did not cry about the money thing
it's about something else i dont know .
just maybe im just stresses .
& just now i reached home like when the "azan" sounded .
so ya like that was before i cried .
i went to the study room
i hid behind the curtain open the window & sat outside
note : i was not trying to commit suicide
it just brings me peace & the cool breeze
my mom called me to pray , i ignored her .
i mean like wth would i want to pray .
i prayed & asked to grant me this wish
that sounds so stupiiid !
so anw it didn't come true not even close !
it's kinda of the opposite .
so again why should i ?
& my mom says i was giving her attitude
you it's good that her birthday is today .
if not i'll scream & shout at her !
so unfair ! i want justice !!!!
today is also the birthday of nur fazieSYAHfirah <3
a name combination of friends .


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Monday, July 10, 2006
im currently addicted to Big Big World . lol
& also addicted to cake,coke & i wanna eat !!
im so damn hungry !!
not what you think alright no diet or anything
just fasting-paying my debts .
haha it kinda sound funny .
nono im not hungry i just want to eat only .
just now at geog class there was a poster
of Christiano Ronaldo at the front .
risz told me shikin out it up,lols i saw the poster
& started smiling smiling,then Mr Clark was looking at me
embarassing sia cos he knows why i was smiling .
and also i dint really pay attention in class i kept looking
at the poster .
consience : you crazy fanatic freak !!
but actually im really not fanatic .
stay preetty everyone !!


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Sunday, July 09, 2006
next week confirm go to parkway parade for the s'pore idol thingy.
nothing is gonna stop me !!
i missed ystd's one for some stupid concert .
& i dont know what the hell is wrong with my tummy .
whenever i desperately want the shit to come out because my tummy is bloateed with unnessacary shit .
it dont come out . like WTF !
& when ie decided to come out i have to go to the toilet like evry 15 minutes .
ok why am i talking about shit anyway ?
am currently addicted to coke .
& sick of eating of home-cook food & fastfood exp for pizza .
im craving for a slice now !!
& junk food too !
i guess i ate too much these past few days .
man i better stop eating alot & i mean alot
or else i'll gain more & more weight !
but evrytime i wake up i'll think about food !
must lose weight !!


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Friday, July 07, 2006

i was planning to go to the s'pore idol thingy but had something came up.
oh & my aunt trick me into something that i dont wanna do
luckily i got my trusty companion haha . thnks dude :)
but still there's some other reason but won't mention it.
i finished this book that im reading ya the ending turned out funny haha !
when she's already ready the guy was too drunk to get in the zone& ended it witha snore. lols:p
but still there is another 2 books i have to finish & the date due is 13 july .
im such a slowreader.
my mom&my lil bro's birthday fall on the due date.
i can't buy them any presents im broke:(
& i haven't started selling//buying the carnival tickets.
i saved money each week but somehow it got spend.
things are just way too expensive now.
& i don't know what i spend on until my pocket money all gone sia !
i love the song big big world already love that song man!
thnks vivien:)
oh i heart.. the one above all !


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Thursday, July 06, 2006
i got this email from my cousin & it really touched me alot alot !
it may not be to some of you but it really is to me .




READ CAREFULLY & UNDERSTAND THE MEANINGS


nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them
LOVE starts with a smile,growswith a kiss&ends with a tear
don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
what do you do when the only personwho can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry.
if love isn't a game, WHY ARE THERE SO MANY PLAYERS ?
GOOD friends are hard to find, harder to leave & impossible to forget .
you can only go as far as you push!
actions speak louder tha words.
the hardest thing to do is watch someone you love,love somebody else.
don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff
Life's short. I f you don't look around once in awhile you might miss it
a best friend is like a four leave clover,hard to find&lucky to have
some people make the world special by just being in it
bestfriends are siblings GOD forgotto give us.


when it hurts to look back & you're scared to look ahead,you can look beside you&your best friend will be there.


true friendship never ends
friends are forever


Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there. Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile. Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.




most people walk in & out of your life but only friends leave footsteps .


If u love something...let it go. If it comes back to you its yours.... If it doesn't then it never was


A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love. A hug is just a hug>until its from the one ur thinking of. A dream is just a dream until u make it come tru. LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u.


Send this on to everyone special in your life, even the people who really make you mad sometimes. Remember, every minute spent angry is sixty seconds of happiness wasted.

i just wanna say this i never really express my depest my thoughts here but really you guys mean the whole world to me and i never want to lose you . if i did hurt in some other way im so sorry !


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Tuesday, July 04, 2006

wait wait she looks so matured on the outside but yet..
her mind still al little bit childish lah.
just because i tease him doesn't mean that i like him ?
isn't that thing like sortof overrated ?
that's like primary school stuff .
& even it's the other way around .
it's the guys who tease the girls
so not the other way around !!
of course only in my eyes&encounters with this stupid crushing thing !
if somewhat somehow you got to read this dont be offended lah .
im just saying you know .
ok like i got a new skin it isn't that great though .
i LOL'ed so loud just now hahahahaha !!
ok i learnt something just now something m/s per sec.
it's kinda funny why put twice ?
well i got friends who i can trust now . JOY !!
well at least i think so
so hopefully they don't stab me in the back now .




oh did i mention ..i heart john theodore geiger !!


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