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Aisyah Aini<3
The people that really know you is when they look into your eyes and know what you're feeling - an unspoken understanding - especially if you're someone who doesn't like talking:D

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Thursday, January 26, 2006
i just have no mood to blog today, there is sumthin fer me to blab abt but i just dont wanna let it out . simpl nobody understnds the situation im goin thru . and nobody ever will . cos' it is just so complicated right now . cum to think of it i dont think ... well nvm . i just wish i could like other people, bein happy and all, but it just nort happening to me . ughhh ! i envy to those u are happy and those hu have friends and even those hu have BF's . but i carnt trust noone now . it makes it even more impossible to to trust anione . its true what my gran said . ' you carnt give your trust tp sumone to stick with you forever, too soon and later you'll regret it cos' tt person carnt be trusted at all and also dont give all your hopes up to sumone . you must know how much sumone means to you first before you can say i trust you ' of cos' she dint speak in eng . shes nort eng spoken you know . i love my gran so much more than anything in the werld . i'll be devastedd if she left . but however life goes on and just pray to god fer things to be okay again . i just wonder whether he is hearing my prayers ? and why is he makin my life miserable what have i done wrng ? this is just nort fair . others have a great life, me living evri second of it makes me suffer and its like a torture chamber . but sad to day my life have to go on, but im just nort sure whether im living my life or nort ? is this the way it planned to be ? i just feel like ending my life right now this instant ! cos' i dont see the reason to live my life animore ! its nort a life its hell ! so after people read this crap, they may think i am an attention seeker . yarh they will think tt way . its a sure fact ! hey wth ! my blog my talk !


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