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Aisyah Aini<3
The people that really know you is when they look into your eyes and know what you're feeling - an unspoken understanding - especially if you're someone who doesn't like talking:D

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Thursday, July 20, 2006
don't show my feelings to people around me so you can never know when im feeling down or when im not
correction: nono you can know when im not feeling down .
you don't know who i really am
not even the closest of friends .
they don't know for what reason i cried & there's no point of telling them they think they can understand but they really can't they can try but they won't be able to really deeply understand me, to have to understand this you might have to have the same disturbed mind i have:)
if you think you know me then you don't know me .i swear if you really really really know me .
the person is like my BFF&E&E when i tell everything to her .
for now i ONLY have close friends i tell everything to them .
but not really everything .
they don't know what i do every night they don't know what i think .
but it's not my fault that i don't tell those crap .
it's just the trust that is needed here people !!
sorry to say but it's hard to trust some people right now .
show me really true friends that really really really care .
not those who when they read this just then they realise that .
i may twisting my words but the fact is .
if you know what crap im talking about because i know to some of you it is crap & i don't need to know that
cos' what you think doesn't concern me & that i know .
back to the topic, to those who know what crap i was talking about then you do understand me to a certain extent .
& loves i really appreciate it.
i don't say much because when i say too much i'll blab all about everything else.
like now why should i even notice the people who don't even notice me ?
i'll keep it quiet .what i write doesn't mean anything, they are just lines of unmeaningful words .
if you read what i wrote that is as if you cared to read .
& one more thing if you think im whatever whatever i know that !!i just don't need to be reminded about that whatever whatever.
i tend to get easily upset to be reminded about that whatever whatever !
they say im breaking out of my shell or something but whatever !
so thank you if you took the time to read this :)


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