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Aisyah Aini<3
The people that really know you is when they look into your eyes and know what you're feeling - an unspoken understanding - especially if you're someone who doesn't like talking:D

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Friday, December 01, 2006
i've been having mood-swings lately, everytime i get them i will tend to throw tantrums at evryone round' me. it's so sickening and plus when i get mood-swings i hurt others(not physically, verbally, what i say & how i say it) especially my mom, to see her hurt sometimes makes me cry, but i just dont have the guts to say sorry. kinda embarassing actually.
and the one thing i hate most is when i go out in this kind of condition and i will this kind of stuck-up-bitchy look, i hate it when i look like that.
when i was in the train i re-think things over and the book i read made me calm down a lil bit.
you know to get my mind of stuff.
well, im ok now.


so yes the main purpose for me to go out was actually not to un-contain my self in this house. there's like nothing to do. i went to ikea & bought stuff(mostly for my room) my room is like so dull, the color is not only there's no decorations and stuff.
so im like fcuking tired on my way home.


why must life have ups and downs
why can't they just be ok all the way?
it's frustrating.
one minute you say you're happy
the other you're un happy.
what you need to be sick
and like have 3 months to live.
shoot it sucks,
to have life be that way.
well i can't do anything about this.
let fate bring me to where
it wants to bring me.


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