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Sunday, May 25, 2008
I caught Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull yesterday, with Risz and her realtives. The movie was funny, very witty too. Shia LaBeouf is so effing cute. He looked so hot when he was on the bike, finding Jonsey(lol). What a shocker. He turned out to be the father. Kinda expected. But the ending don't really make sense tho'. Should kinda expect a UFO is gonna appear in the end. It's a total giveaway, since the skull kinda look like Alien's head from AvP. I shouldn't be spoiling for those who haven't watched it yet. Sorry.More to watch: KungFuPanda, PromNight, What happens in Vegas, Made of Honour:D
Otw, back. I bumped into Bran. Man, I still remember clearly how we first got to know each other. Had small talk and everything. I'm tired and sick to say anything.
For today, is just slacking at home. And I should be using this time to actually revise for my exam tomorrow. Tsktsk. Haha. I shall do it, when I feel like it. Haha. Prolly, going to the doc's before school. If mommy has money.*rollseyes*
Till next time.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
I'm frustrated. I never get anything these days. Be it, my preciousmonkey or school. Only for that one day. I understood what teacher was actually talking about and I came to realise it wasn't that difficult to actually understand the theory. I have absolutely lost hope on my drawings, not to mention, that fuckingAutoCad. Like seriously. I don't understand what that siren is yapping about - correction, screaming about. I think she wants to burst our eardrums. Whateve'. Next monday is already my AutoCad exam. I'm like totally clueless. I have no friggin' clue what to do. Seriously. Fuck. I'm fucking pissed with everyone right now. Including myself. I'm so different I don't even know who I am anymore. UGHHH !And this fucking flu. Is bloody annoying.
And this, this is for you to read. You know who you are.
Bloody hell. I'm not acting like I'm blaming you for anything. I'm not acting like it's your fault. I don't know how to be anymore. You've been so absent so many times, I forgot who you are already. If you think that's a foolish reason. Be that way. All those days, you were fucking late to school. Those days, that you never came. I waited for you to come. And I get fucking mad at you, only that I never showed it. And I'm mad at myself for actually caring, because I shouldn't be doing that, just because you don't take anything seriously. You're the one who should be concerned with your studies and your life, first. I'm glad that you've found your new found friends, who made you study and work hard. You can tell this to your new friends or not. I don't give a fuck. Pardon, my harsh language.
And for the record, I do miss those days we had after school-outings. Laughing our arses off in public like no one's around. I don't know how you'll take this in. As long as you do. And you know what I mean.
Monday, May 19, 2008
These past few weeks, I did everything on impulse. I don't think twice bout' decisions which need to be though over more. The outcome of whatever decisions I make, may come to be the best, some are just filled with major heavy regret. All I have, taken away in a snap. It's sucha tiring thing to prevent yourself from hurt everyday. Doing everything safe. Not wanting someone to see your vulnerability, so that they know how to crush you at the most horrifying way that can leave a deep mark. That's what I'm afraid of.I hated my past. I don't want it coming back, creeping back to my life. Cause I want to leave it where I left it. The past is supposed to be buried and not resurface. But, my past have significant moments that I can never forget - good ones and the hurtful ones. But they're still memories that I should treasure, not because I have to because I want to. I feel like a hypocrite right now. I don't understand myself.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
I caught Ironman with the guys ystd evening. It's alright, I guess. I slept for the first 10 minutes, lol. I almost had a dream with him in it. ThankGod I didn't talk in my sleep. That'll be hilarious. The people's focus will be redirected to me instead. After that we went home my mom was already calling me to go home. And my mom knew I was home late from school the previous day, I wonder how she knew. Prolly, my kid brothers being a snitch. I don't have anything to say any furthur. I had alot on my mind but em, I forgot what it is that I wanted to say.Thursday, May 15, 2008
I don't know why I can't uplooad my photos. Damn !I was bloghopping and I saw this link it was about the furfarm in China. Seriously, I saw one of the videos I didn't even finish a quarter of it. It was just too brutal and really too saddening. At the same time I'm soo angry. I'm sitting here and maybe that is actually happening right now. It's really sad. They skin those helpless animals alive. Fuckyou heartless people. Seriously, so skin you dicks la and see how it feels. Bloody hell ! Seriously. I've got one thing to say karma !
I thank god for blessing me with people that cares and loves me. They're godsend. I love them with every ounce of my heart-maybe even more. If any of them were to leave. I don't know what I'd do. I'll be helpless. I love you, friends. The best thing that ever happened to me eversince I was brought to earth. I appreciate, everything they did. They put up with my crap, my pissy attitude, my frequent moodswings - my everthing. They've been patient. Very patient. Forgive me if I have offended you guys in any way at all. You guys are the reason I come to school for. God, please don't let this be forever. Thankyou.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
My life has been on a rocky road eversince .. I just can't figure things out when it is my situation. But if it's not mine, boy I analyse it like Imma freaking expert at relationships. I'm like totally clueless when it's comes to my story. I didn't realise anything until my friend opened my eyes to reality to tell me what was going on. I'm so absent-minded nowadays.In other very random news. My period came two days ago. I don't know why I'm saying this here. Seriously, I think it's deprivation of sleep. (yawns) Now, I get it why my period is irregular. Cause, Imma pissy bitch during those bloody days. I get so high for really no apparent reason. Then the next moment, I get mad about the slightest thing. So boys, if you think you major moodswings are just so annoying and that you can never figure it out. Well, we can't too. We don't know why it happens. It just is that way.
Talking about PMS. During theory lesson just now. I was sleeping for one and a half hour from the two hour class. I am so gonna flunk this semester's exam. So back to what I was about to say. Teacher was going through questions when I was asleep. Oh yea, so suddenly I woke up. My eyes flew open, and I felt so hyped up. I raised my hand up and said I wanted to answer the question. I didn't know what made me do that. Seriously, I don't get me when I'm having my days. My, only girl malay chingu in my class, told me that when I woke up suddenly, screaming that I wanted to answer the question. Everyone looked at me. They thought I was dreaming. LOL. And I don't know why I feel like laughing right now. Aisyah going bitcha over
I miss my cutemonkey. I didn't see him today:'(
I met up with Risz, my makan kaki and my BB fanatic fan.(she's a much more bigger fan than I am) Cause, I got otha obsessions. Hah. No. I'm seriously, not making any sense. I'm a babbling fool. So, I met her at the school stadium. I was actually accompanying chingu there. She wants to meet her baby. Risz has a really huge textbook. The biggest I've ever seen. LOL. It beats the humongous dictionary. LOL And she finally saw the pic. Ok la, I'll stop now. Na-night.
Till anotha time.
Thursday, May 08, 2008
Somebody snapped this with my phone. I don't know who. I think I really have to go for cheek reduction. HAHAHAHAHA ! But whatever I was high in class also, not being very anti-social.I haven't been updating quite frequently. But these past few days, have been wonderful. Really wonderful. Wah ! High ah ! What I want to say I can't say here. Private, private.
But I don't know what's wrong with me just now. I was fucking high. Seriously. I really needed to go to the toilet to do you know what. Just to tahan my taik I was dancing crazily, and annoying my cats. Bahaha ! Now, you felines know how I feel. When I finally released it, wah. What a beladi relieve. Bahaha. See I'm even talking like this. I never talk like this on blog before.
You know what I shall do now. I shall pour everything out to my personal diary. I think I'm gonnna take three pages. Mostly, consisiting of: AHHHHHHHHHHH ! OMG !!
And anything that has the same meaning. Bluek;p
Till another time.