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Aisyah Aini<3
The people that really know you is when they look into your eyes and know what you're feeling - an unspoken understanding - especially if you're someone who doesn't like talking:D

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Monday, May 19, 2008
These past few weeks, I did everything on impulse. I don't think twice bout' decisions which need to be though over more. The outcome of whatever decisions I make, may come to be the best, some are just filled with major heavy regret. All I have, taken away in a snap. It's sucha tiring thing to prevent yourself from hurt everyday. Doing everything safe. Not wanting someone to see your vulnerability, so that they know how to crush you at the most horrifying way that can leave a deep mark. That's what I'm afraid of.

I hated my past. I don't want it coming back, creeping back to my life. Cause I want to leave it where I left it. The past is supposed to be buried and not resurface. But, my past have significant moments that I can never forget - good ones and the hurtful ones. But they're still memories that I should treasure, not because I have to because I want to. I feel like a hypocrite right now. I don't understand myself.


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