I won't deny that there's still the awkwardness that I can't shake away.

I won't deny that when I see you I look away.

I won't deny that I still can't meet your gaze.

I won't deny that I loved you once.

I won't deny that I miss you.

I miss your hugs and kisses on my cheek.

I miss that one time we held hands and your palms weren't sweaty.

I miss walks from the interchange to my doorstep.

I miss those times when you crept up from behind and hug me.

I miss seeing your shoulders move uncontrollably when you laugh.

I miss those late messages we used to have. Especially that one night we had it until 3 am.

I miss those times you tried to do that thing you can never do.

I miss seeing the face when you sulk.

I miss the times you tried to pinch my cheeks and many failed attempts.

I miss the touch of you skin.

I miss saying goodbye and goodnight.

Lastly, I just simply miss having you around.

And now when these memories come to light in my thoughts, I'll smile. Knowing now that I've finally moved on. No doubt, I'll leave the past behind but memories of you and me I'll bring along with me forever and hope that it's never forgotten.

All these while I thought that I have gotten over you, well, all these while I've been lying to myself. Now, I know and very sure that I already have. I won't cringe with the very thought of you or shake it away, I'll smile inside.

I'll take this as letting go.

Now enough of all these lovey-dovey gooey romantic stuff. I think if I go on any furthur I might just throw out my lunch. Just for moment I felt like a girl, girl. Haha, if that don't make sense to you, you don't know me. My exterior may seem somewhat harsh but I do have a heart, having and exterior like mine I have act up to it.

Everyday in school, something new comes up, Ham did the silliest most crappiest thing today, I don't what he was thinking ? Or maybe he wasn't at all ? Haha. I can't describe it here, I'll end making it sound unfunny. I have to laugh when I come to school it just has to happen, it's synchronised in my giggle bag. What the hell is a giggle bag ? LOL

All in all the conclusion is, from everything that I've put up here, I've learned and realised something the best things in life are PRICELESS. Without a doubt.