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Aisyah Aini<3
The people that really know you is when they look into your eyes and know what you're feeling - an unspoken understanding - especially if you're someone who doesn't like talking:D

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Friday, July 18, 2008



this is going to be reaallly random !
i'm feel so elated and lazy(heh) these past few days, i guess i got alot of things off my chest which has been weighing me down everysingle day. i learnt alot this past six months, good things and bad things - learn from them not do them(mind you) from past experiences, from other peers even from songs ! i found myself, it was not lost it was inside hiding and it came out. i may have some pet peeves that ugs me. but people aren't perfect, so i shan't be short-tempered whenever they do the thing they do that ugs me.
it's also easy to misunderstand acts and intentions, you think he's out to fool you or .. i hate to say this, use you to forget about someone. instantly, you think he's so selfish, he's only thinking bout' himself not sparing your feelings cos' words sometimes don't mean any thing because they may just be pretense. it's easy to judge but never easy to hear the truth, and once you know it and realised you've wrong someone, you hate yourself and ultimately embarassed cos' you were jumping to conclusions.



i admit i was the person who jumped to conclusions and i'm ashamed at myself. i know for a fact the decision he made was hard but still thinking about me somewhere along the line. he let me go cos' he don't want me hurt(so i've heard), when i really actually fall in love with him. he's still waiting for that special person who made a bang in his life and i'll be doomed to spoil it. i don't want to be that person. & i didn't realise this break-up made sucha major vavavoom. almost everyone who knows him has something to say. it's good that i heard something, or else i'll be stuck with a bad impression on him forever. i hope we can talk and become friends or maybe bestfriends that'll be like friggin' awesome. again, having wishful thinking.


taa !<3


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