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Aisyah Aini<3
The people that really know you is when they look into your eyes and know what you're feeling - an unspoken understanding - especially if you're someone who doesn't like talking:D

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Thursday, July 31, 2008


you want to hate but you can't, just because you feel bad doing so - I wanna do so.
I wanna quit but what next ?
today is fine, tomorrow holds a mystery and the past I'm just afraid that it might come creeping back to me.
I try to hide but to no avail, what does this feeling really means ?
honestly, I'm sick of it.
I want to accept that very fact, but I'll hate myself if I did so.
so what do I do ?
I try to hide the feelings and the problems floating in my heart and in my head.
I do it very well,(i think)
but it's something very tiring to live up to every single fucking day.
it seems everyone else got it so simple, but not for me.
why ?
I wanna leave but my heart's here.
I can't leave, and I never will as long as I shall live.
I think I can make it through this.
I'll pray, do deeds as much as I could possibly do and my daily sins that I can never run away from.
I'll be fine.


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