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Emotional rollercoaster.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
I can tell you right now that I don't know many things for sure. But what I know, there's two kinds of people that I'll remember for the rest of my life - the people who made me laugh and the people who made me cry. Sad I know. I bear grudges, frankly speaking I don't find it as a bad thing. I just remember who've hurt me, it's not like I'm plotting a freaking revenge on them.
To me, forgive and forget is just a term for certain kind of people. Heck yes, I forgive easily, no matter how much that one person made me cry. I'd prolly shurg it off under an hour. I swear this is true I'm not joking. If I forget, how can I laugh it off when I reminisce right ?
And after much deliberation, I don't think I can ever, ever open myself up to anyone ever. I guess different friends serves a different purpose. Not one, could be a secret keeper, filled with humour and a kind soul.
I have so much anger brewing in me right now, it's hard for me to hold it in. And yes, I am an overly-sensitive person who cries about a sad movie, who cries when she's frustrated and who cries when she has such overpowering furiousity that can't be tamed.
I hate being angry and when someone crosses over that line, it takes time to get back on my good side.
Enough said.
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back on!
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
So after a long while. Back from hiatus. I really have nothing much to update on. Cause the only constant in my life is the mundanity of ot all.
I've been letting my blog nest for quite a while and it's high time I got this up and running.
I wasn't in school earlier, I had massive stomach pain and went to toilet like twice under two hours, it may seem normal but it's not to me. So then, I thought I had diarrheoa. I decided to go see a doctor, but my mom told me it's prolly not diarrheoa. So then, afternoon came and I was too darn lazy to attend class, I already missed the morning lesson. What the heck, right ?
Spent the whole day on the comp, when I could do something fruitful like study. Yeah, heh. Seriously, it's no use having a comp if you don't have these two things:
1. Internet
2. The Sims
And so, I'll end my post at that.
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