I've never really got used to the fact that I'm still jobless when I'm not supposed to be. Part of me regrets quitting the cubicle job I have. But another part of me just wants to relax at home for a while and take a breather. I guess I'm set for work after a week of break. And I really need the moolah.

But right now, I've been contemplating bout whether I should join the guys for the job in Sentosa and fly solo for the work at Ikea, it pays more as I heard from my brother.

In other issues. When you don't see your friends in a regular basis like you always do, something changes - maybe I'm just paranoid. But I had previous relationships that turn out this way, the friendship just went cold blue. Dead. I don't want that to be a recurring cliche in my life. After finishing every school, that always happens. Well, we'll see how this flows.

So, I've been reading a new book lately, I haven't read for quite a long time. I just realised how much I missed it. Especially good books. And I've come to realise that most of the movies that are favourited in my list of good movies and from novels writted by Nicholas Sparks. That man is a genius. I remembered this movie, called A Walk To Remember, the first of many that holds a lot of meaning - which his books usually does. The Notebook is another.

And the first book - which I've read from the author - earlier this week is Dear John which is now a motion picture, along with another one of his novel, The Last Song.

And I just realised I've been rambling on about this.

I am a Fan now. (: