Today for the first time, I actually felt the need to blog. Just y'know write. Since, that's what I think I'm good at. I've been feeling .. lost. Like I want it to be that one thing, but somehow it seems impossible because it's not meant for me. I guess I'll never get the words right.

So let's get into more on an upbeat note. So, I quit my job. The one that I have as a draftsperson. It is so boring and mentally tiring, I don't know how people take it, in a daily, 9 to 5 basis. I can't see myself confined in a cubicle and stare at the computer all day long. Seriously, if I hadn't quit, I think it could be really damaging to my sanity. And yes, I am being dramatic. Then, that's where it got me thinking, if I don't wanna be doing this, what am I supposed to do ? I'm already walking down this line. I'm already in it for life. The only escape I have is music, which prolly wouldn't much of a backup plan cause these kind of career is never set in stone. You need lots of a luck and talent. Looking back on my life so far, I am heavily lacking in those areas.

So tell me what should I do then ?