Now that I think about it ... The subject arose from today's train convo. I don't thinkI have a fear that's phsically related.
Maybe I do have fears but only when it comes to the affairs of the heart. Do I feel really secure or just plain ignorant about everything.

I know, I'm strange - I'm afraid of roller coaster rides but I want to be on one. Because when you're on the rides you feel a strange sense of release. I'd be terrified queing for it and waiting for it but when you're on it and deciding not to back out, the feeling of terror is replaced with exhilaration.

And why am I suddenly talking about roller coaster rides ? Because the breifing that I had earlier got me pumped up and my heart beating fast for the job in the Integrated Resort. At first, I just wanted a job. Now, I really want this job. The perks are like play and you get paid to smile and just be happy. Under the hot sun and you'd be sweating and might have to carry heavy loads but it's freaking Sentosa !